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Name: Jasmine
Country: United States
State: Kentucky
Birthday: 4/28/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Softball.. hangin' out in boring ole'Kentucky. Ironton, woot woot! Partyin' and BOYS! Shakin' what the good Lord gave me! Oh, did I mention boys?! :)
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
9/16/2003
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| I've advanced to a newer 'me' site. If your interested its
http://www.xanga.com/ThisIsMe_Now11
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| *sigh* the saying "Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what your going to get" is so frickin' true.
The college countdown is beginning to hit me harder and harder everyday. I'm extremely excited, but then again, I'm terribly nervous! I'm sure it will be alright, I'm just not too good with change. Now that I see how much my life is going to do a complete 360, I just wish I could go back and fix things. Seeing how I'm not God, or anywhere near that stature, I can't... which sucks. I just wish I could piece back together what once was my happy complete life... with the boyfriend I'd dreamed of, and the friends that I loved. Mine and Joey's 7 month anniversary was Monday. I'm so happy it's undescribable, but then I have a hole missing in my life... a hole that I'm not proud of, but yet a hole that I don't regret. No one but myself probably understands this, but if you do... I'm sorry for all the things I've said or done. I just want to know that no one hates me, or wishes bad upon me. I want them to know that I don't wish anything upon them, just that they'll do better, becuase obviously I've done something wrong. I hope that if we do cross paths again... by then we both have matured to overlook our "childish" behaviors on both parts. Alright enough of my blah blah blah... i'm gonna go play on my new computer that just cost me $600 bucks :(
Later ya'll
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best (b st) adj. : Superior to the average; satisfactory
friend (fr nd) n. :A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts
This will be my last post... it's been fun while it lasted...
Later Ya'll
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| Hey ya'lls...
My week has already turned sour.  I went to Dr. Love ( my hip doc ) and it started turning bad when I got another cortazone shot in my hip... ouchies! Those have to be the worst shots, ever!  Then as I'm walking out to go to my car, Joey called. He said he was on a plane coming home. I was pretty confused, then he explained that his grandma who's had leukemia (spelling?) is doing really bad, so he's on his way home. I'm then automatically bummed, because I'm not good with deaths. There's been to many instances already in my life, I wish I could just stop it. No more than like 3 minutes after I got off the phone with him, my sister called me. My grandpa was diagnosed with cancer last year sometime, and he was actually doing pretty good. This last phone call wasn't good news. He slipped into a coma yesterday morning. My dad, my sister, and myself went and visited him. By the time we got there he was out of the coma, but in really bad shape. He couldn't realize what was going on, or what he was doing. All he wanted to do was just go home. I felt so bad. I don't understand why things like this have to happen? Why can't people lead normal healthy long lives? I guess each of our lives are planned out accordingly, but I still don't think it's fair. I just hope maybe, just maybe, everything will make a complete 90 degree turn and it will be better. I'm still doubting it. Just thought I'd write a lil' thing in here to let people know why I was kinda down today, because you know that's not me. Leave me some love guys, I'll need it.
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| Hey ya'lls...
What's up? It's so funny how I used to write in this thing religiously, and now I can only write in 7th period. My life is soo busy it's not even funny! I'm extremely exhausted too, which kinda sucks. The play opens a week from today! I'm really excited about it, because it's so good... and I get to miss 2 days of school  ! We actually ran the whole thing through last night, and it went alright... we still have a lot to work on, and we'll just say we have practice pretty much everyday (except today) until the show opens! For you all who are uninformed, School House Rock, Live! opens to the public next Thursday and Friday both at 8 pm. at the Paramount. (Matinee's are Wednesday & Thursday!) I'm starting to get the jitters about it... just kinda nervous! Eh well...
I have another doc appointment today after school for my hip. No fun, I have a feeling I'm going to have to go to physical therepy b/c it's just not feeling better. I've been missing a lot of softball lately too, which isn't good on my part. I'll be missing even more in the next week because of the play. Hopefully it won't ruine my chances for anything... I hope not. We got our scheduale of games the other day too, looks pretty rough. Hopefully the season will be as good... maybe even better than last year. Who knows????
Everything is going good w/ me and Joey. He doesn't get to come home until Saturday this weekend, which kinda blows, but it's ok because he won't leave until Monday of next week. This whole ordeal about him being away is so hard, but I'm so happy that I'm willing to work for this! Well kids... I think I'm going to get off here b/c the bells gonna ring here in a few minutes, plus I can't think of anything else to put on here! Leave me some love guys!!! Later!
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